That Feeling

"So what are you doing on April 19" I said
"Nothing, why?"
"Will you go to Prom with me ?"
"Only if you kiss me again. I still remember the one from least year it was so fast and intesent" he said this words, me mind began to wonder to The Day. The day he had ask my out, the last day of school.
"But" he said "it would have been nicer if it was slower". So am I going to get the second kiss you promised me"
"I never promised you a second kiss"
"You said that after I called you I would get it"
"But you never called"
"So, that’s why you made that promise?"
"Yes"
"Oh, so can I have that kiss"
At that moment I stop thinking and said "yes". He leaned in and wrapped his arms around my waist. I could not think of what to do I just stood there
"Here this is how to do it" he said in a voice I had never hard him use before it was so soft and loving
"Put your hands here"
"Good, now lean in and kiss me slowly"

I felt his tongue part my lips and his hand slowly slipping down my body. "Oh god this feels so right." I thought. Every thing that I knew and everything that I didn’t know meshed together. My life had changed I a blink of an eye. He had asked me out last year and I had rejected him. I loved him and I hated him . But over the summer his actions had forced me to think about my life and I hated him for it. He had represented all the things I had hated for so long and he had also caused some of them. I don’t know why then I had asked him to the Prom maybe because I really liked him or that I knew he would say "yes" or that I was hoping he would say no to make my feeling for him go away.

When he pulled away he looked at me and said, "that was even better than it first one"

I couldn’t respond and I don’t think that he wanted me to. It would have broken the magic of that moment. He just held me close to him. His breath tickled my neck and his smell started to drive me crazy in love with him. When, I looked up at him all I could think was how tall he was. He, I think, will be my first love.